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I wonder to myself…

Is there anyone out there that is a match for me… My folks found each other, but am I ever going to find someone that is going to care about me?

I wonder if I am in some way defective. Maybe I am just a nut ball that is destined to be alone for the duration.

Maybe all you have is friends and fuck buddies and the two should never be confused… hmmm sounds like a shitty way to look at the world.

I think I knew that Betty and I were never going to last, but none the less I hopped and wished and thought that maybe if I just played it cool it would work out… Apparently I suck at playing it cool. Damb.

So I would like to put it out there that I am looking for a few things… I guess I am looking for another lovely assistant. This time all work and no play.

And most importantly I am looking for a partner in crime, a companion, a lover, a girl friend, an ally, a critic, a co-conspiritor, a teacher and a student, someone that wants to share their life with someone and is ready to be part of someone’s life.

I want someone that has passion in their life, someone that has focus and drive. Someone that can take care of her own shit and can ask for help when she needs it and can lend a hand if need be.

I want someone that is social and can be in a crowd and not feel awkward and can be alone.

I want someone that I can dance with and that likes to move and is in tune with her body.

I want someone that wants to feel alive, someone that wants to live a life of adventure even if it is just going for a walk down the street or a trek across the globe.

I want someone that is artistic, and I don’t mean artistic as in “played with the 16 back of crayons” I mean like “I want to change the world through my art”

I want someone that knows she is beautiful.

I want someone that is self-confident but is not bitchy.

I want someone that has some life experience and can share a trick or two.

I want someone to watch a movie with and someone to make movies with.

I want someone that is as cheeky as I am and has the same contempt for the world as I do.

I want someone that is going to be happy to take me home to the folks and someone that I will be happy to take home with me as well.

maybe I am asking for too much, but I refuse to settle.

If you think you fit the bill let me know and I will have my people make arrangements with your people and we will see how the the blood tests come back…

This entry was posted on Monday, February 25th, 2008 at 4:10 am and is filed under Life.